TOM NUTTING
Rhizome lovers
I said nothing
but you creeped closer
threadlike not a word
touch translated into spore
you were never entirely
above ground
my breath
filtered through
cambium
you whispered light
I interpreted invitation
not yes
not no
but a slow exchange of carbon
for pale survival
one body sheltering
the hunger of another
I sent
salt
you returned
starch
the rhythm
was not mutual
but shared
we grew
not side by side
but through
I do not know
if I became you
or you me
only –
we were never separate
even before
we touched

Tom Nutting (he/they) is a writer and psychiatrist from Bristol, UK. He writes on queer ecologies, activism, and mental illness. He is currently reading creative writing at Oxford University. His work has been shortlisted for the Starkie prize, won the Lisa Thomas prize, and appeared in Magma, ORB, Blue Bottle Journal, BJPsych, The Hopper, The Ash, and elsewhere. As an NHS doctor, he supports people with severe mental illness, conducts research into nature-based care, and also volunteers with Medical Justice.

